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Even if I changed, what's wrong with it?
Jigane had tried for over an hour to forget about Ro, about how she had hurt him. Her emotions flipped between self pity and self hatred depending on which path her troubled mind took.
It wasn't her fault that she had to lie to him, she couldn't ever let him know who she truely was under her guise. She was strictly forbidden to reveal her true form unless she was fighting, disobeying was unthought of. If he wouldn't respect her secrets then he couldn't respect her.
But it was only natural for him to be curious and her thin lies were easily seen through. She had painted herself into a corner, so to speak, and there was no escape that she could see.
How come he couldn't be more like his sister? Ji fumed silently as she paced back and forth in her bedroom. Rumi accepted without question; she honestly couldn't care about what happened behind closed doors. Ro had to pry and dig and his interference was beginning to affect Ji's life in more ways then she could have imagined. Now when she was in battle she worried about Ro suddenly appearing and discovering the truth. She began to curse the day she was created as an angel. And most of all she feared the day when she would be called back to Heaven. How would she explain that? How could she leave him behind.
Hating herself even more, Jigane started to cry.
It wasn't her fault that she had to lie to him, she couldn't ever let him know who she truely was under her guise. She was strictly forbidden to reveal her true form unless she was fighting, disobeying was unthought of. If he wouldn't respect her secrets then he couldn't respect her.
But it was only natural for him to be curious and her thin lies were easily seen through. She had painted herself into a corner, so to speak, and there was no escape that she could see.
How come he couldn't be more like his sister? Ji fumed silently as she paced back and forth in her bedroom. Rumi accepted without question; she honestly couldn't care about what happened behind closed doors. Ro had to pry and dig and his interference was beginning to affect Ji's life in more ways then she could have imagined. Now when she was in battle she worried about Ro suddenly appearing and discovering the truth. She began to curse the day she was created as an angel. And most of all she feared the day when she would be called back to Heaven. How would she explain that? How could she leave him behind.
Hating herself even more, Jigane started to cry.